EXAMS FINALLY ENDED!!!
But wasn't a reali good day todae.. Mixed emotions..
Oh well...

i'm reali trying my best.. But being the one constantly trying becomes tiring..
N i'm screwed for my final exams.

Too damn much to study. Too little time left.

i guess in life there's too much regret..

Somethings u missed just can't be experienced again.. When ppl u love and taken for granted leave this world, u'll never get a chance to say sorry or i love u ever again.. Life is this short and this fragile.. There're so many things happening lately.. And the visit to my grandpa's grave today reali made me realise how much i missed him.. If onli i could have seen him the last time before he left.. It has been more than 4 yrs, but the regret and guilt in my heart is so hard to bear.. i've let him down.. i wasn't there to say goodbye.. i reali think he muz have felt lonely when he left, because no one managed to reach in time to see him.. i guess he muz have been reali upset at me.. i dunno..

Perhaps, this is just human nature, we onli learn to treasure when something or someone is gone.. We learn the hard way.. But this time, i'm gg to give my best.. i dun want to lose something without trying, and it's so impt to me tat i can't afford to lose.. i dun know if my efforts will be unappreciated, but i know if i give up now, i'll never be able to stand up again.

So much emotions suppressed within me, cos i know ppl will get hurt if i dun control myself. Especially ppl i love.. Plus exams r coming, i just got to learn how to handle it.. Just like xin said, ' doesn't mean tat u're emotional, u can't change.' i think she's rite.. It's time to grow up. No one is gg to pity me or whatsoever, but i've ppl who will support me, and tat's enough.

Some ppl just don't know when to stop. N i reali feel like slapping tat person. We might be friends, but u should know what not to say.

N to another person, u're disappointing me greatly, reali. Maybe it's just me being too unreasonable, but honestly, i think it's also time u reflect on yourself too. N stop hurting others.

i feel like i've been missing out in the good things in life.. By good things, i don't mean the luxurious stuff, but the simple pleasures in life.. i think it's probably just me, complicating matters.. But i guess, it's just my chararcter to think too much.. i gotta change.. i need to demand less from myself, it's putting too much pressure on me..

Falling sick again.. Nice..
N i injuried myself pretty badly todae.. i think it'll not recover so quickly.. :(
How lucky.. Wow.

i think i'm probably the luckiest gal on earth with the best sister :)
But the thing is, we fight super alot, hurl harsh words at each other, n be angry at each other for a week or so.. It's so wierd tat we can actually forgive each other other so quickly after we start saying smt.. LOL.. How funny..

i'm fat.