Sometimes i wonder how i'll be like if u're no longer by my side but i realised that i don't even dare to imagine it.. Cos u reali matter to me.. Loving u is not a habit, n i'm certain of it.. Hearts u many, dearie boy..

Had a really wonderful day ytd.. Sang at teoheng with the tkd ppl, juniors and seniors.. But i too shy to sing though.. LOL.. Cos there were so many new faces.. LOL.. Aniwae, after singing we had dinner at Aston's where edmund was being damn funny n dearie kept trying to trick me with his magic.. He's so damn cute.. Seriously.. The food and the company was great.. :) After that we ended up at Park's house to chat and play.. So many funny things happened sia.. So so fun ytd.. We left quite late, the rest took bus to paya lebar mrt station, but dear and i walked there.. We were damn retarded while walking, and that ben ben boy got 'drunk' on green tea.. LOL.. We talked alot, and sang like drunk ppl.. :) And took a train back to tampines, then we walked home.. Had starbucks along the way, and we took a 30 min walk home.. Sometimes i feel as though that as long as he's beside me walking, i don't mind walking for hours.. Plus he was reali chatty ytd.. :) Such a terribly cuuuuuuute boy!!! LOL.. Dearie, i love u, even though u might be a lil crazy at times and get drunk on green tea.. :)

And thanks kel! For organising the outing :) Another soon! (But i gt exams :( lol)

How can u ever be so cruel? It's not you..

i'm so mad at myself.
i always screw up stuff.
It might be probably due to me being too self-centred, but honestly, i reali feel it's me not being sensitive n observant enough.. End up hurting ppl physically n emotionally.. i'm feeling so awfully guilty.. i saw the extent of the injury i caused, n it pains me too. i'm reali reali pissed off at myself, how could i not realise it? Such an idiot, moron.

i finally understand smt tat i had a hard time figuring out for 2 yrs.. N it feels reali great to know wat u reali feel.. But i'll need time to reali accept it.. For my character, it'll definitely be tough, but i dun feel it's impossible.. Becos it's all for u..

I LOVE MY DEAR BOY! He's so retardly sweet! :) LOL

Jiayou cong cong!!

i reali dun understand why some ppl just can't stay faithful to their loved ones.. If u know it's wrong to have an affair, why do it? Be it male or female, i feel tat both should be faithful in a relationship, especially in a marriage.. Todae my friend n i were on the topic of Jack Neo n the affairs thingy.. Then he suddenly said something damn random, he said, ' Guys have affair most probably have problems wif keeping their d***s in their pants. ' LOL.. i didn't say tat, a guy did. Haha.. i find it funny though.. LOL..

One more exam tml.. N i'm already sian to the max le can.. :(

i am reali touched by Yang Zong Wei's version of the song 'ling wu'.. The one he sang in xing guang da dao competition.. It's super super nice..

N i realised tat forgiving is reali not easy, but it makes ppl (be it the guilty one or the one who was hurt) feel better, i guess.. i'm nt too sure about others, whether they feel the same way as i do..

Is this how it should be?

hlapom, idkiictha, laf. iacahfi. 06/03/10

i craving for pizza now.. Omgomgomgomg.. Cheese!!!!!!

i woke up reali late todae, at like 3 plus pm.. LOL.. Came home reali late, at 4.30am today morning cos kelvin invited us for his 21st birthday ytd at coasta sands pasir ris.. It was quite fun i think, cos of the ppl.. N i think the food was good.. N i saw so many familiar faces from AHS.. Haha.. Madness.. All look the same.. Not much changes.. Gen, Sir, dear n i were upstairs talking about stuff, n we talked about quite alot of stuff.. N Gen n i were kind of amazed.. i understand more about guy's thinking more ytd.. i think wat sir said reali made me reflect.. :)


i reali had fun ytd.. Doing things i nv had chance to do, like staying out till 4 plus am, n having breakfast at macs at such a time with my dearest boy.. N the ride home was reali great.. i'm just reali happy like crazy! N i reali love him sooo much for being such a sweet boy n for the all the memories he creates for me every single day.. :) Although he's nt the usual kind of bf (cos he's kind of hyperactive n childish), in my heart, he'll still be the best bf ever.. :) Love u, pui pui! <333


i got to study hard le.. Mid terms r coming.. :) It's time to be serious. Ooh ya, my tkd junior's juniors are competing this coming fri at NTU.. i'm gg there to see n help.. :) Jiayou!!!! :)