i suddenly reflected about my 19 yrs of living in this world..
i realised i've got many regrets in life..
N i'm determined to work hard in things i do, i don't want anymore regrets..

But as i was thinking about things tat happened all these years, i realised tat there was one decision i made tat i definitely will not regret. Tat's to give up someone who doesn't genuinely care for me, to leave tat past behind n move on.. i'm proud i didn't give a second chance to someone who doesn't deserve it..

N for now, i reali wanna do well in uni.. i want to enjoy my last stage of education, enjoy student offers.. LOL.. JIAYOU!

i'm getting alil emo now..

i think we both changed, in a good way.. :)

i love u, dearie..

i miss the jc times.. :(
i think i kind of miss the young me..
i'm gg to be like 20 next yr, n i feel quite sad about it..
But at the same time i'm looking fwd to it cos by then B n i will be tgt for 2 yrs le..


BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!


The feeling of becoming an adult soon is so wierd..
N i don't even feel like an adult, nor behave like one.. LOL..
i wish i was 16..
Where everything were simple n carefree (apart for the olevels part)..
Where i was so passionate about everything, CCA, studies, family and friends..
i think lately i'm like getting more easily bored of things..
As in i feel like i don't feel driven to excel..
i guess i m just tired from all those failures..


Oh well..


i'll jiayou de la..
Go go go!
Oh ya, i dreamt of 07S112 ytd.. LOL
i dreamt that everyone were chasing after fadhil, cos he offended everyone..
N the most funny thing was Cheeri was actually holding a chopper..
Retarded..
i think i'm just too tired from all the organic chem was studying be4 sleeping.. Hahaha..

Gtg, Organic chem AGAIN.
:(


I NEED MOTIVATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

to this!

i not veri used to it yet.. Haha.. Dear says it looks helmet-like n he kept teasing me about it.. But i know he likes the change.. Haha.. N now he likes to play with my fringe.. Hahaha.. Quite alot said it's nt bad.. But quite alot think the previous hairstyle nicer n that straight fringe looks wierd on me.. Haha, but i m still veri happy!!!!!!!! But i gt reali bad n insulting comments.. As in like reali mean type.. Whatever la, i'll try new stuff if i want to.. Haha..

And AUDREY, I LOVE U!

i'm just so grateful to have u, especially when other ppl r being mean n bad..
Love u loads..

Can't wait for holidays to come.
i'm dying to get out of this house, get away from all the stress, all the ppl..

i'm looking forward to tml.. Meeting 2 ppl i love tml.. Xinni-ma, my most ke ai friend n LYT, the most amazing boy.. It has been such a tough week.. So many things happened, plus exam stress n stuff.. Definitely a hectic week.. Oh wells, rest well n play hard tml n chiong math n chem again! Left 2 mid term papers.. N the physics paper todae is so -.-

Omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg.
Physics is O.o
Like mel said, it's like we have one sided love for physics.. Lol..

BIOCHEM PAPER WAS DAMN HARD.

i don't know if is me being too sensitive, but i'm feeling like i'm unappreciated.
N this is nt the first time..
The feeling is becoming worse..

Cant wait for holidays to come.. Lol.. :)
Jiayou!

It's tat dream again.
N it's bad, because i'm nt sleeping well cos of it..
Maybe it just me thinking too much..
But damn it, i can't seem to fall asleep again..

Pls, just leave me alone..