Don't assume i'll live my life the way u imagine my life would be. Even if i end up living a life like wat u think i should, it's definitely nt because of u tat i did so, because it would be for tat someone else. N it would be my choice n nt yours. Pls, for goodness sake, throw away tat stupid retarded primitive thinking. i m a female, n it doesn't mean i don't haf the right to choose to live life my way n a so-called MAN has to decide how i choose to live. N i've my own dreams to pursue n fulfill. N no one can stop me. Even if i shave my head (nt like it's necessary to be botak) n sign on army, it's my freedom. U can stop me for now, but r u sure u can stop me forever? N so wat if i m nt demure or sweet or watever shit, i m special, so bloody stop comparing me wif other sweet n dainty gals who r oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo demure. i m not like them. N even if i m gentle or rough, it doesn't concern u, cos i m nt ur gf or ur wife.

Watever. If u r so unhappy about me, then so be it. i don't care how u think anyway.

My timetable suck to the max.
N i just realised NTU veri chiong.. Lol.. i gt 2 tests next wk already.. :(

i reali don't how how long more i can endure wif this feeling.

Had Popeye's wif dear at T3 like 2 hrs ago n now i m hungry.. Lol..
N i super noob at IT stuff..

i reali think physics hates me.. Lol.. i tried loving it more, eh, but like no use..

N LEE XIN HUI! i miss u!!! Thanks for being such a sweetie today, i literally laughed at tat stupid thingy from boon lay back to tampines.. U silly gal.. Haha.. Let's jiayou tgt! ^-^ N yr 4 i go bug u.. Lol.. Meet up soon?? Plssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.........

N i'm hungry again.. WTH. i want popeye's now..

Todae during lectures i suddenly tot of some teachers, damn random..

i suddenly tot of Mdm Park Ta Ha, my secondary sch physics teacher, who always caught me in embarrassing situations (when i kena shua by my secondary sch friends).. So thankful for her who helped me so much, cleared my doubts for physics.. She was just so willing to help, unlike the previous teacher be4 her who seriously tot i was hopeless. My physics grade jumped from constant F9 grades to a pass n to an A2.. Love her so much..

Then during Biological Chemistry, Modern Chemistry n Organic Chemistry, i recalled all my chem teachers.. Actually, those chem teachers i met r reali good at teaching n they r generally super nice.. My secondary sch teacher Ms Tay (she still remembers me), who was soooooo pretty.. ^^ N she's so freaking nice n sensitive to ppl's feelings.. i tell u, i muz be so super lucky to have her..

N then it was Ms Wong, my tkd teacher plus chem tutor, who would be there when i needed consultations n last min tkd stuff.. N i still remember the expression on her face when i was asking her abt organic chem (i tink she wanted to faint).. Lol.. But it's just kind of hard for me to understand.. i dunno y also.. Sorry.. :(

Then there's Mr Wong C.C.. The teacher who will talk abt some space spaghetti thing tat sounds damn funni n some lame pok stuff during lessons.. N him bullying everyone, BUT See Tong (chem rep's immunity -.-).. N i think i should reali thank him, cos all those organic chem stuff he made me memorise during the Tiger Force (remedials) r actually making my life easier now when i'm studying them..

Okie, i know my thank-you n memories filled post is a bit cheesy or wat, but these r all my tots for the day.. Lol.. Long rite?? Haha.. N i appreciate my JC lecturers so so much now (even though lectures quite boring), but now in NTU, my lecturers r all foreigners from China, Vietnam, Europe, Hong Kong n Japan, n i find it difficult to understand cos of their accent..

i need to do tutorials le.. N physics is killing me.. Yes, physics, n i don't reali understand why i need to take physics.. LOL >.<

Cheeri Leo n Lee Xin Hui, if u r looking at my blog now, i want to tell u both tat i'm missing u all now.. Serious. Be honoured.. LOL.. Nite.. (Let's meet up soon!)


N i miss 07S112!!!!!!!!!! Especially my PW grp!


Cheeri, Drey n i Ting n Jo

First day of sch was a lil boring.. Lol..

N my dear actuali accompanied me to lecture.. Haha.. N he was so bored.. N i tink i'll have problems wif math.. Haha.. Aniwae, tml is forensic science lecture.. Hope it'll be interesting.. ^^ Feels so wierd eh, i'm an undergrad.. Lol.. Wat the.. i feel so retarded in school todae, damn lost n stupid.. Lol.. But i guess i'll get used to it soon.. Oh ya, n i saw serene todae.. Haha..

Hope tml will be a better day! (Although the travelling will still suck as much as ever.. Lol..)

It's tml..
No more stress-free days..

i'm having a freaking terrible headache.
N i think some ppl just can't be trusted.

i'm so sick of everything, n tat's y i don't even want to stay at home to listen to all this shit.
N i'm reali sick now, physically, so stop giving me crap.