Life's getting reali tough.. i'm reali deprived of tv n other stuff.. N i'm sleeping at 12 plus everyday.. Bt i guess when hard work pays off everything is worth it..

Happy 6th month, dear.. Have fun in army.. Lolx..

Class C wards r bad.
N i feel so sad seeing my dad all alone in hospital.. Seriously.. He's gg to go for 2 more operations, n i m seriously feeling reali sad.. i reali miss him.. i m reali sorry to nt spend sufficient time with him when he's at home..

i reali want to cry, bt according to ppl, i m SUPPOSED to stay strong, cos i m the elder sister.. Bullshit. i m so emotionally unstable now tat i seriously will whack anyone tat pisses me off.. N someone is already trying to be the first. Damn.

Aniwae, happy bdae fad.. Rock on..

Hmmm, i guess i have to work harder for my studies.. i may haf slight improvements, bt i m nt exactly passing everything.. Ben's rite, passing mye makes the rest of the preparation for alvls easier, at least mentally.. Nvm, i'll work veri veri veri hard de..

i swear this week seem reali reali slow.. Long long hours in sch n short short hours of slp n the stress n anxiety from the results.. Plus he's in camp.. It seem kind of fast, we r together for 5 mths plus le.. Hope we can stay strong cos it's definitely gg to be tougher as alvl gets closer.. Dear nag le wor.. He actuali called ytd then reminded me tat i should be starting on tys n revision packages.. LOLX.. Omgomgomg..

Dear: U have to start on ur tys le, bt it's no use doing it onli, u have to clear all ur doubts asap wif teachers.. Even if there r repeated qns, do them again, make sure u can do them..

So ke ai.. Haha.. He reminded me again todae so i told him to add a few more sentences of nagging, so from todae onwards he's gg to tell me tis everyday: if u don't do ur tys, u will fail, n u won't get into a uni, n u will haf no future.. LOLX.. Don't misunderstand him, is i tell him to say de.. Lolx.. i nid someone to push me, wif adequate nagging.. Haha.. Yeah..

Go HUI MIN! 4 mths more! Endure! i reali want to do well n live life wif no regrets.. Seriously..




Er, can't see his face.. Haha.. In case he doesn't want to be seen.. Haha.. <333

To dearie: i m so glad u r by my side, thanks for the naggings.. N for ur understanding..

Grading todae..

i didn't tink i did well, especially for sparing, oh yesh, my sparing partner is Rashidah. LOLX.. N i did smt retardedly stupid which i reali want to forget.. Haha.. Aniwae, after grading, yi jun, xia xue, shayus, syaf, dear n i went to kfc for dinner, bt i didnt eat cos save stomach for dinner at home.. Then sir suddenly called n went, "Hui Min ar, u muz qing wo chi fan le.." Then it took me quite sometime to process then i asked y, then he said, "cos u got double promotion!" i swear i was screaming like some idiot in kfc.. Lolx.. YESH, Hui Min, double! WOOHOO! Hahaha.. Congrats to peeps who doubled: Yi Jun, Xia Xue, Rara!!

Haf been a happy gal for these past 2 days.. Spending time wif him.. Bt i'm depressed now, he's posted to a new n sucky unit.. No book out for i tink a month.. i guess it's good in a way ba.. i won't haf much time for him tis last 4 mths to alvls.. i'm so pathetic, tat's the onli optimistic thingy i can tink of.. Toot.. Suan le, both of us shall jiayou together..

Me tried reali hard for MYE, bt it seems i have alot more to work on.. i confirm will work veri veri veri hard.. Don't want to regret..

Bb world.. Nite all!

TKD training todae.. Tiring.. My back hook suck..
i simply love TKD peeps.. Reali..

i'm still feeling down i guess.. i'm drawing to make myself feel better.. At least it's helping.. i nid a new drawing pen..


~Can an angel pls take me away? i'm in pain~

MYE over le..

Finally..

i did put in effort.. To some it just may not seem enuf, but i reali reali tried much harder than i did for promos or blockie.. As for the results, i reali don't noe.. Chem n math paper were tough.. To me.. Yuppyz.. Oh wells......

i'm getting emo these days.. Emotions r unstable.. Seriously.. i mean i don't haf severe mental illness or wat, but jiu, mood swings r becoming more frequent n i can't seem to control emotions well enuf.. Maybe like wat bro says, i'm a zombie.. i guess it's true to some extent.. i feel lifeless, my mind is in a blank state.. Don't reali know wat i'm thinking abt, just letting emotions n reflexes control me..

Maybe i'm just tired. i don't know. i just feel like crying.