Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bb chem spa! Goodbye! Last paper, skill A! Completed! With horrendous handwriting though.. Lolx.. Congrats to all who survived!

i got 5/25 for chem.. It sounds ultra disgraceful to some, but to me, there's improvement.. Reali.. i tried my best, so it doesn't matter who says wat.. Yuppyz..

Voting n interview for new TKD exco members.. Hmmm, voting i guess it went smoothly, interviews too.. But to those running for captain or vice, u all reali kena shoot alot.. Lolx.. No choice.. Good job to all!

To my beloved tkd exco:

1. My best est best best Bro cum QM cum chingay pres: thanks for listening to my crap.. Thanks for being the dumbie who analyse martial arts techniques, for teaching me stuff.. U r a wonderful bro! Sorry for stabbing u in ur balls n violent acts of mine on u.. Sorry! Just want to say tat i'm reali glad tat i got to know u.. Rock on bro!

2. Rara! The fierce gal.. Always kena from u sia.. Haha.. Thanks for tolerating my crappy attitude at times, especially when i get stressed while doing last min admin.. Lolx.. Yuppyz.. Thanks n sorry for making u listen to me complain n scream over phone.. U r a wonderful person n a strong woman, both physically n emotionally.. Thanks sweetie!

3. Wen Qi ar.. My beloved jellybuddy.. Thanks for enduring times during training especially during competition period.. i noe i get reali irritating, yupp, especially when i'm tired or stressed.. Reali want to thank u for being understanding.. Yay! Thanks for ur strong support.. It was tat motivated me to continue my journey as a vice cap, cos at times, i reali felt like giving up.. U rock gal!

4. To Keyi mama.. My loan shark! W/o u nth could haf been possible, no money no talk yeah? Lolx.. Hey gal, thanks for being such an efficient treasurer, reali appreciate ur help in managing of monetary stuff.. Cos Hui Min can't count.. Lolx.. Yesh, i'm dumb.. Haha.. Yeah! Gal, stay happy k? U r a gal wif a wonderful personality, don't care abt wat others say.. U haf us! Tc sweetie!

5. Octopus wif 8 legs! Thanks for being the nagger! Lolx.. The one who is always telling ppl to, "pali, pali" lolx.. Yuppyz.. Tctc yeah? U most likely will become the next grandmaster.. Lolx.. Seriously.. Go gal! Tctc n work hard for alvl!

i'm reali gg to miss my fellow tkd exco members much much.. So fast can.. i was the one sitting in the container classroom getting shoot by the previous batch of tkd exco members n just now i was shooting qns.. i reali suddenly feel so sad abt having to step down although i'm reali exhausted.. No doubt tat it was tough being in exco, having to manage cca responsibilities n studies.. But nonetheless, it was a fulfilling experience.. At least my fellow team mates were wif me.. Nth can buy such memories.. Reali miss the tkd chalet.. We should haf another one at the end of the yr.. Yay.. MUZZZZZZZZZ.. Guitar hero, halo, nice bbq food, auntie games n chat, n loads n loads of dumb stuff.. Lolx.. Rock on MJ TKD! Me love MJ TKD! Loads..

Nite to all!

Met up wif Ying Ta at nite after he book out..
Omg, apart from being darker, there's like no change.. Lolx.. Unbelievable.. Still insane.. Yuppyz.. He onli reach pasir ris interchange at 8 plus.. Army guys r seriously like clones, lolx.. Same specs, same uniform, same bag.. Almost died trying to identify him.. Lolx.. Waited for him as he went home to drop his stuffy.. Yuppyz..

Had dinner together.. He's so ke ai.. Lolx.. Seriously.. Those ben ben thingy he did in army.. Had fever, so went home straight after dinner.. So happy to see him after so long.. Reali so so so happy..

i'm motivated to study hard hard! Lolx.. Yay! Go Hui Min! Jiayou!
i miss u loads..

i passed econs!!!! D!!!!!!!!! 1st time! Woooooooooohooooooooooo!!!!!!!!
Will jiayou the next time de! Yay.. Yuppyz..

Oh ya, jus drew blood.. Good doc, cos it was almost painless.. Skilled sia.. Pro-ded!
Hahaha..

2 more days to go.. Dear, happy 3rd month..

Colosseum todae..
The sch over reacted by locking up gates n sending ppl to guard the gates..
But seriously it's dumb..
There's no point locking up ppl who aren't even interested in staying..
But prob is, i'll be coming back to school even after i go out, n the locking-us-in thingy pisses me off like crazy.. Suddenly we students r like some animals.. Watever.

Happifying thingy is tat Calisto won!!!!!!!!! 1st! Yay! Yuppyz.. If i din rmb wrongly, the positions r:

1. Callisto
2. Phobos
3. Triton
4. Miranda
5. Altas

Go Callisto!
Oh ya, Rara n i were training todae too.. We improved! N ome other group were actually there training too! Go gals! We rock! Yay..

Hmmm, after Colosseum went home straight.. Got emo on my way home.. But i'm fine.. Yuppyz..
K, i shall go sleep.. i'm reali tired.. Driving tml, praying hard tat there'll be no accidents.. Lolx..

7 more days to go..

i'm so tired of my current lifestyle..
i know i'm a veri fortunate person, but sometimes i do get sick of the way i'm leading my life.. Seriously..

i'm not suicidal or watsoever.. Just tired from all the stress n family stuff.. i just want to be selfish sometimes.. Just let me live my life the way i want, not burdened by anithingy, everything just revolves around myself.. Me, myself n i..

Forget it. Nth will change even if i said these..

9 more days.

Todae so lack of motivation.. Sian sian de..
4 more hours to TKD training, my onli source of motivation to come school apart from my friends..
OMG, i'm dying of boredom, n the printer is driving me crazy..

12 more days to go..

i'm so glad.. He called, he sounded tired but he's as crazy as ever.. Haha.. Yuppyz.. Tat poor kiddo told me he was starving juz now when we were talking over the phone.. No supper for him.. Lolx.. Shall watch him go on food spree when he book out.. Lolx.. Scary..

Omgomgomgomgomgomg.. i reali miss him.. i had to lock up myself in a room, listen to music n face a wall to totally focus when studying.. Phew, at least tis mtd works, if nt studying will be soooooooooooooooo unproductive.. i finally understand Binomial n Poisson.. Cleared! Oh ya, some random person made me angry todae.. i realised my temper is beginning to change for the better as in if smt lidat happened last time, my reaction would have been ultra big, but it onli took me 5 mins to cool down.. Haha.. i rock.. Dear got so mad abt it when he heard wat tat random person did.. Lolx.. Suan le.. Forgive n forget ba.. Haha..

Driving tml! So exciting.. Hopefully i won't knockdown anyone or anithingy like i almost did to a motorcyclist, driver n a pedestrian.. Lolx.. Nite to all! i go do bio diagnostic test be4 i slp.. Lolx..

13 more days. Endure.

I attained A for PW.. Expected a B, but aimed for an A.. So glad i made it..
Todae has been a day filled wif many emotions.


Met up wif dear for breakfast at white sands be4 sending him off to Tekong. i didn't eat, no appetite. Was already emo-ing by then but still trying to appear okie.. 9.30am left for Changi Jetty on the SAF bus wif dear n his family plus Rara (who was so nice as to accompany me).. The procedures n experience were exactly the same as the previous time when i sent my cousin off, but the feeling was reali different.


Aniwae, i was a brave gal, i didn't cry. i controlled all the way till i boarded the train to meet Xin Hui.. When he was leaving, i reali wanted him to stay.. Reali bu she de.. Thanks Rara for being so sweet who was so concerned abt me.. Xinni reali cheered me up.. Went on eating spree, shared good food n tried clothes.. i didn't buy anythingy, Xinni bought a top.. Left earlier cos Xinni had to meet up wif her family for dinner at paya lebar subway.. So cool..


Hmmm, i was waiting like some dumb dumb pok for him to call.. Admin matters delayed, so he called me quite late.. When he called my name, i started crying.. Lolx.. Yuppyz, emotional.. It's like just when i tot he wasn't gg to call tonight, he did.. So happy..


i'm still feeling alil depressed.. i'll be fine.. 14 more days to dear booking out. So freaking long.

I'm sad, ultra.. Seriously..
I'm dumb u may say, but i won't be seeing him for 2 weeks..


He's leaving for army tml morning..
I reali want to send him off like w/o him seeing me emo, but then for these past few days, i alreadi got so emo le.. Toot la.. Onli if i were going to NS too.. Damn.


N i set a rule for myself, strictly no crying.. Muz nt let him see me cry..
I'm retarded..
But seriously, i'm so going to miss him. Reali.


i can't continue le, i'm feeling so emo. Gd nite to all n gd luck for PW results.

The stress level is getting reali high. Mr Wong n Mr Tay not are exactly wrong by saying tat we should consider dropping subject to H1. But i'm quite affected. As in if i gif up 4H2 now, i can say goodbye to my dream. My parents would rather die than to agree to let me sign on for army. i seriously mean DIE.

Me running wif Drey tml evening, hopefully i can tahan.. Lolx.. Weekends r also no better than weekdays.

Saturday:
*Driving lesson (8.30am to 10.10am)
*Mug n mug
*Usual training

Sunday:
*Driving lesson (8.30am to 10.10am)
*Grading @ tpy
*Mug n mug

Hopefully everythingy is worthwhile. Quite demoralised already. But rest assured, i don't quit halfway. It's basic respect for myself.

Blockie test results = saddening

GP: D
Bio: E
Chem: U
Econs: U
Math: U

Yuppyz..

Crap. Grading coming, i pray wif all my heart my sparring partner is not Rara. It's freaky.