The past few days had been pretty much torture..
The amt of test we had was wooooooooooooooooooooo, killer.

Tue: Bio SPA trial
Wed: Chem SPA trial + Chem carbonyl test
Thurs: Bio Test
Fri: Math test + Hydroxyl, Carbonyl, arenes test

Oh well, i muz ren, it's juz like 5 more days to holiday! Yay!

But actuali, this is nt wat's affecting me the most..
JC life exposes u to everything, backstabbing, hypocrites n all ugly stuff.. Seriously.
Wat i want to say is tat (to whoever reading it), no one is born a leader, n we noe it. We r trying veri hard to improve, but our efforts r apparently nt reciprocated. No matter how hard we try, no one puts in effort to change their attitude. Fine, so be it, but there is seriously no nid for u to be discouraging us. i noe there r many tat aren't happy wif wat the exco decides on, but pls, reflect on urself be4 criticizing others. Have u been responsible? Have u been turning up for practices? Let me tell u tis, i FREAKING NID TO FREAKING STUDY AS WELL! i've been failing like crap, but i still try my best to do well in both cca n studies. It's my responsibilities, both being part of tkd n a student. Quit being selfish. Nt onli the exco members, many others r trying their best to do well for cny n competitions. R u as committed as them to even make such a comment? U dun haf the rite.

i'm not perfect, i'm trying my veri best to become a better person n leader, but i'm feeling as though all my effort put in is a waste of my time, a total waste.

Watever.

i'm so thankful for the nice peeps in my life.. Thanks for the encouragement n love.. Me love all of u.. To the special u, thanks for hearing me get emo n ji dong over the phone.. N sry to torture ur ears wif my nagging n complains.. Thank u for being in my life..

Road race today, tootboy cycled me there.. Some ulu place.. Nice morning breeze.. When we reaching the place, we saw Cheeri walking there.. Tootboy n i were in-charged of staff run timing.. Mr Max is scarily fast..


Aniwae, after road race we had ice-cream.. i'm alil sunburned.. Yupp.. Tootboy showed me where his hse n company were.. Had yam milk tea from somewhere near his hse.. After which, becos of my random tot of gg to Eastpoint, he reali cycled there.. Ate at foodcourt, oh ya, n we saw Jojo.. Yupp..


After lunch he then cycled me home.. i tink he reali tired.. Dui bu qi.. Hmmm, my mum was actuali at the void deck to see if i was alone, so not spying.. Wow, i FEEL SO 18.. Madness n anger followed.. i sort of can't be bothered, not as if i'm committing a crime or wat.. Toot la.. So idiotic can.. Eurgh so irritating..

i tink tootboy is worried, but i can't return his calls.. i'm like so NOT pissed.

Todae was supposedly a short day, but there was training.. Did self defence n unarmed.. Learn some throws thru getting thrown.. Lolx.. My break fall skill is horrendous.. Haha.. Bad break fall skill + enthu learner = bruise.. Haha.. Got bruise lor.. i also dun noe hw come lidat.. Lolx.. Dumb dumb de.. Oh ya, cos of the early training time hai me can't have lunch wif my tootboy.. Toot pok.. So he ate alone..


Sweetest thingy tat happened todae was he came sch to fetch me, wif his mom's bicycle.. So fun can, but abit scary.. Haha.. Can understand hw his mom felt.. Lolx.. Haha.. Aniwae, he cycle to Tampines, then halfway stopped at some park play swing.. Haha.. Took neoprints together.. Haha.. Turned out so unglam.. Lolx.. Couldn't stay long, so he cycle me home.. But i scared mum see us, so he dropped me off 1 bus stop away.. Haha..


Upon reaching home, nagging begins.. It's kind of irritating.. i understand their worries, but i feel overly protected.. Being 18 or 12 doesn't make a difference, i'm being controlled like a robot aniwae.. Kena lectured thru out dinner.. Oh wells, i can't be bothered now..


Road race at Pasir Ris tml, some ulu place.. But then he bringing me there.. i feel so fortunate lor.. Haha.. Yay.. Thank u! ^^]

Aniwae, me want do well for all tests! Haha.. i started preparing from last week, not sure if it's sufficient, but will jiayou de!

K la, me go slp le.. Nite nite..

Me 18 le! 22 Jan.. Abit sad la, hmmm, i feel old.. Seriously..

Aniwae, i had training on Mon, Tues n Wed.. Lolx.. Fulfilling.. Haha.. Bz but happy..

Hmmm, thanks to u, i'm so happi nw.. U wouldn't realise hw touched i was.. Thank u, thank u.. i'll rmb it..

Oh ya, n to the someone, u-know-who, u r reali a hypocrite.. i'm disappointed.. i zhen xin de dui u, then tat's hw r talking abt me behind my back.. If u r unhappy, come straight to me, haf a face-to-face talk.. Freaking be a man, dun smile at me when it's a fake expression..

Watever. Lolx..
Forget it, at least i haf got my friends n the special u wif me..
Nite..

Happy day out at suntec todae!

Ying Ta's bdae.. Yeah..

Met up wif Shu Li, Syaf n of cos the bdae boy.. Haha.. Yupp.. Took quite a long time to decide wat to haf for lunch, lolx.. Toot boy dumb dumb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Haha.. After tat wanted to catch a movie at Suntec but i was so picky then hai them all go marina square.. Cos i dun want to watch horror movie, then i had to reach home by 7.15pm.. Toot.. Hmmm, then we ended up watching some veri chim movie, erm tink is Michael Clayton.. i blur throughout the movie.. Lolx.. Onli tot tat the murder of Arther was veri cool.. So clean n efficient.. Nice.. Lolx.. Sadist de ma.. i mean me.. Yay!

After the movie, the 4 of us bought bread from breadtalk.. Lolx.. Nice.. The one i ate is curry thingy.. Lolx.. Nice nice.. Took train all the way back to Tampines, then toot boy send me home.. Thanks thanks.. Yupp..

Lolx, oh ya, i muz warn all those who noe Syaf.. If u see her wif her camera, RUN! Lolx, she took unglam pics of me.. Malu-ed sia.. TOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooot.. My ming yu sao di.. Lolx.. But then Syaf is reali nice.. Funneh gal de lor.. Haha.. She did smt dumb dumb, she go say we having double date when we stopped to chat wif the council peeps (Joel, Jo plus some others) we met.. Shu Li's reaction big sia.. Haha.. Shu Li ar, sneaky lil boy.. Haha.. Lolx..

Hmmm, i'm still tinking if i should go for training tml.. Don't feel like going, but at the same time feel like going.. i'm mad.. Lolx..

So happy todae! Hope toot boy had fun todae too.. Yay!
DOTA TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nitezzzzzzzzz...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YING TA!!!!!!!!!
19 le wor, don't childish le k?
Lolx..



Haf an ultra fulfilling yr ahead! Go tootboy!

Mixture of emotions todae..
But in the end, it was happiness..
Cos of you.. Yeah..


Eh, as long as u forget the unhappiness, u will find happiness.. Yay..

Nite.. Sweet dreams!

So touched todae..
Gan dong..


Thank u so much!

Farewell ytd..
Reali had fun, there was bdae celebration for Daryl, Rika n i.. Fish n co peeps veri enthu.. Reali.. Muz go there again.. Nice n helpful peeps.. Yeah! Took many pics.. Teachers r like ultra fun n gossipy.. Lolx.. Everyone laughed at all those dumb dumb n exaggerated thingy said.. Lolx..


Hmmm, i guess i was pretty sad tat Ms Ng is leaving.. i don't exactly love her alot, but still, she is not tat bad after all.. The most saddening part is tat she said she is gg to be pretty lonely there.. i felt so happy, yet worried n sad for her.. She told us sadly tat she had to leave her family n friends behind.. Reali sad for her, but happy as well, becos she is wif the one she loves.. Yeah.. Hope she will be fine..


K, i shall play dota now.. i'm a freaking noob.. :( Haha.. Nite nite..

Guess wat, it's onli like 2nd day after sch reopen, i'm like sick le.. Seriously.. Fever, flu n i'm having a relapse of the idiotic illness.. i was promised a 1 n a half yr treatment, but apparently, it's gg to be for 3 yrs.. Damn..

Plus i freaking got a MC for a day, n i can't do physical activities for a whole freaking 2 wks.. N i have grading, Tkd aerobics, n 3 competitions.. N i'll be deprived of PE.. Toot.. i want my PE lessons n my trainings........................................................ FREAK!!!!!! How unlucky can i get lor.. So pissifying can.. Seriously, wat is sch without PE n Tkd sia.. But then i guess after 5 days i can start training n PE.. i nid to jiayou for competition n aerobics, plus still got Napfa (hopefully spell correct)..

K la, me go slp, hopefully can go sch tml, i dun want to rot at home.. Bb, nite, n sugar dreams to all...

HAPPY NEW YR! ^^]
12am le! It's 1 Jan 2008!

2007 was a yr filled wif mixed feelings. Sadness, joy, excitement, all kinds.. It wasn't exactly a fruitful yr, but at least, i din haf much regrets, except for one..

Major events tat took place tis yr:

1. got into tjc
2. kick out of tjc
3. went mjc
4. became v.cap of tkd
5. screwed up mid yrs
6. nearly retained
7. THE BEST OF TIS YR: defied my parents n join TKD.. Lolx..


But i'm glad i did.. Cos i got to noe many veri nice ppl, especially all my seniors.. N can become brothers wif Yu Heng n Shu Li.. Get to be part of competitions n work hard wif my fellow jellybeans.. Haha.. i'm reali contented, though the yr din exactly started out perfectly (lolx), it turned out pretty gd, at least nth bad happened to the ppl i love, n i survived! Lolx.. Hopefullly nxt yr can be better! ^^]

Resolutions for nxt yr:

1. spend more time wif the ppl i love
2. to be more self disciplined
3. lead tkd to higher grd
4. to work veri hard for 3 major competitions
5. work harder n do well for alvl
6. learn 2 more martial art after alvl (judo, silat or ninjado ^^])


Haha.. i gtg, chiong hmk.. i haven't been a guai bao bao.. i din do hol hmk.. Lolx, wat a way to countdown.. Haha.. Me getting old le.. Haha.. Bb, n tctc to all!

HAPPY NEW YR TO ALL!
MAY ALL UR DREAMS COME TRUE!