Day at grandma's hse.. Met up wif my cousins.. Finally passed Jasper the prezzie tat i owe for 3 days.. Dota n CM day.. Had lots of fun.. But smt came as shock to me.. Ting's grandma died today.. i'm sad for her n her dad.. Not sure if i can go training tml.. But i suppose it will be more appropriate for me to go to her funeral.. i do understand how sad it is to lose someone.. It's so sad n painful tat every time u tink of tat person, tears will just flow.. Take care, Ting..

i tink i shall end post, i'm afraid to get emo again.. Yupp.. Bb..

i'm PROMOTED! i'm pretty shock though.. Tot may advance.. Hmmm.. Anyway, i reali veri happy le! After taking results slip, played dota, DS while waiting for my grp meeting to start.. Haha.. Waited for Cheeri's grp to finish OP then went to white sands to eat BK.. Omg.. Ultra full sia.. Haha.. Fadhil did smt dumb again.. Haha.. He dump the whole cheesestick into his mouth, then he choked n scared all of us.. Lolx.. The best part is he said tat the cheese expanded in his mouth.. Omg.. Haha.. DS at Bk again.. Mario racing or smt de.. Made alot alot alot of noise at BK.. Heex..

Then went to buy Jasper's prezzie, omg, i tink he will tio lame dao when he sees it.. Hahahahaha.. i was such a greaaaaaaaaaat sis tat i went all the way to my sister's sch just to get donuts or her.. Awwwwwwwwww.. Hahaha.. Jkjk.. Went home together! veri long nv do tat le.. i'm reali happy.. Reali.. i LOVE u, mei!!!!!!

Oh, n i forgot to say, i'm ultra addicted to dota... i only started playing for like 5 days n i'm soooo in love wif the game.. AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Seriously.. The day be4, i tried normal mode for the 1st time instead of easy, i won, but cos i used cheat code, so not counted.. Then ytd lost to normal com.. THEN! Todae! i won, without any cheat code or wat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm soooooooooo HAPPY! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gtg, my ghost whisperer show start le... Bb

The day didn't actually go well.. Pissed off by people, n they're all guys.. Damn.. Morning, becos of some idiotic but heart breaking thingy, i broke down.. If u tink 'there's no other choice' is the permission to do anything, u're damn bloody wrong.. i'm gg mad becos of tis..

Had OP todae.. Made me even madder.. If u freaking comment tat ppl's work is a piece of rubbish, well u should reflect on urself, cos u may just be freaking worse than a humongous pile of garbage..

Sucky day..

21 oct (ytd):


TKD training at Bedok reservoir.. It was terror, seriously.. i admit tat apart from training speed of kicking, i totally forgot abt my stamina, tell me how dumb can i get.. Aniwaez, we (me n Rara n the rest of sir's students) had to run up to the top floor (11 storeys) of the HDB flat n run down again.. It's not the end, we had to do 20 push-ups n 20 sit-ups be4 run up to the 11th floor again.. Did 3 sets, n the no. of push-ups n sit-ups kept increasing.. Oh, n to all TKD members who r gg for training nxt sunday, pls do not eat anything be4 u go, u'll puke, like me.. Lolx.. i realised tat i nid to train more n work much much much harder, i'm reali not good enuf.. N i understood why seniors are so terrified at the word staircase.. Lolx..

After training, my legs were like JELLY.. Hahahaha.. Went home n sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.. ^-^

NITE! Zzzzzzzzz..

PI, EOM, WR are officially history.. Lolx.. WR handed in on fri.. So proud of us.. Great job peeps! WR was seriously terror.. ^-^

Todae's an extremely fun day!! Went to visit my grandparents, alone.. Lolx, i got emo on my way to Toa Payoh while listening some random song.. My cousins were all dere!!! AHHHHHHH!!! So looooooong nv see them le can.. Haha.. Reali.. Grandparents seem okie, although my grandma was feeling alil weak.. But at least they are alrite..

Oh n my cousins bought DS, a pink n white each.. So xian mu.. Haha.. Then played Cooking Mama (Drey's fav game, lolx).. Then played dota wif Jasper, lose like crazy.. But i not bad la, sec time play so pro.. lolx..Jkjk.. Usual soccer session, but i was quite tired cos din have enuf sleep.. Stupid stuff happened, lolx, as usual.. i felt quite she bu de when i had to go home.. Like super long nv see them then muz so early go back.. Hmmm, shall yue them all out one day.. Maybe on Jas bdae?? Haha.. Ting, if u are seeing this, give suggestions on bdae celebration for him! Lolx..

Gtg.. OP prep.. Persevere!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOGOGO! Lolx ^-^

i'm so pissed by u.

u know i hate ppl forcing me to do things against my will, yet u're doing so..

i tot u knew me best.

Thanks for making me so unhappy..

15 oct (ytd):

Class outing to the ZOO! Lolx.. Yupp, the zoo.. But out of 15 ppl, only 8 went.. Yupp.. The coolest part is tat all of us have got free entry cos Drey's dad was able to get the membership card.. We chiong to the venue where splash safari is! Lolx.. The penguins are so cute.. Haha.. So pei he.. Lolx the sealion soooooooooo lazy...... Toot..


But the cutest of all the animals we saw, OTTER is the cuuuuuuuuuuuuutest!!!!! They are reali smart de k.. Haha.. Reali.. Make ppl go, "AWwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww".. Lolx.. Heart melt.. Hahahahaha.. Oh, we had KFC for lunch.. For the first time in my life, i tink i was suffering for chicken-overdosage.. Lolx.. Shared family feast wif Cheeri, Nic n Sufandy.. SOooooooooooooooooo much can.. Lolx.. Eat until can die.. Hahahaha..

Ms Weather forecast, Sherry Aw, was rite abt the thunderstorm.. Then had to leave early.. Hmph... Pissifying.. Haha.. Then we wanted to go kbox, but din go at last.. Took lots n lots of pics.. i shall update them as soon as they send me the photos.. Lolx, if u wanna see, visit this post again! Haha..

16 oct:

PW at 9.30 am.. Nic joke sia.. Book library discussion room, book for ytd instead.. After WR meeting, had TKD meeting.. After tat OP meeting.. Soooooooooooo sian.. A booooooooooring day..

But i got so pissed off today, by a brainless, idiotic guy.. For goodness sake, a female is not an item can, and if u reali tink so, let me tell u, i look down on u! Cos u're a freaking disgusting, dirty bast***! i'm reali sry to get all worked up here, but such a person deserves to be called a bast***. Seriously, he should change his mentality n stop acting like MCP.. Cos u r freaking low class non-human.. Damn u. May u rot n die. i'm so pissed. i can't believe i actually know u.

i never realised tat such fear n pain existed in ur heart n i didn't know u were so afraid..
i tot i didn't care abt u, but i do care..
When i saw u lonely n scared, i broke down..

i'm reali lost, i feel useless..
Dere's like nothing i can do to make u feel better, i'm sry..
Reali..

Had been doing PW everyday after open house ended.. So far so good, WR n I & R still okie ba.. Yupp.. PW meeting with Ms Ng todae, quite okie ba, haha.. i mean it was constructive.. Yupp..


After tat went out with drey to eat at Tm.. Haha.. Aiyo, Drey, so sorry eh, i was ultra indecisive.. Lolx.. We ate LJS.. Lolx, then went to my favourite place, TOYS 'R' US! Lolx.. Then we malu-ed ourselves as usual while playing with this wierd doggy toy.. Is like u muz press its teeth one by one, then dere is specifically one tat causes the doggy mouth to shut.. Lolx.. 1st time Drey kena, she scream sia.. Lolx.. My rxn was the same when i kena.. Haha.. It's ultra fun.. Reali.. Self-amusing.. Lolx.. Couldn't shop for long though, cos my mum wants me to return home to settle some random thingy.. Lolx.. But be4 gg home, we went to get Famous Amos cookie!!!!!!!!!! So xing fu can!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Haha.. It rained heavily after we left Tm.. Slacked and slacked then started to scan WR to send.. The tootpid scanner is so pissifying.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! i've been scanning WR since 8pm... So retarded.. i scan until i want to set fire on the scanner.. Hmph.. AHHHHH, 2 more pages! Yeah!!!!!!!! Haha.. After scanning, i want play AUDI!!!!!!!! Hahahahahahaha.. High le.. And i feel guilty todae, cos i didn't train.. Reali veri sian, din feel like doing anything..


i'm done! Now go send le.. Bb!
Oh, n Cheeri, still gg zoo?

Results are all back.. Chem n Bio are saddening, demoralising.. i did put in effort, especially for Bio, which turned out to be so horrendous.. i have nothing to say sia.. i guess i reali have to work even harder le..

i got:
- E for econs
- C for math
- B for GP
- S for Bio
- U for Chem..

How saddening can it get.. lolx.. Nvm le la, i can't do anything le, hopefully got moderation for Chem, 4 marks to S.. i don't want to advance, i want to promote, but thanks to Chem, i may have to advance.. Gosh.. Lolx, but advance sounds more high class.. Lolx.. Omg, i reali don't know wat's wrong with me, i keep complaining n laughing.. Maybe is some post-exam insanity.. Lolx..

Jiayou to all who are doing PW, cos PW sucks.. Lolx.. Jiayou!!!!!!!
Gtg le, PW time! Lolx.. Bb.. ^-^
OH YA! And HAPPY BDAE, SHARON JIEJIE! lolx..

Disappointment is part of life, i realised it todae..


Not all things go according to one's wish..


i've been fortunate to be blessed with people to pick me up when i fall,
it makes the fall more worthwhile..

Booooooooooooooooooring day.. PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW the whole day... How sian can it get........... WR, so far quite okie, BUT i've no idea wat I&R is about.. Hmmm, tink i'll have trouble handing up on time.. Oh wells.. Took back two papers, Econs n GP, passed.. Heng sia.. Yupp, i reali don't want to re**** (taboo, so can't say out, lolx..).. The class did pretty well overall..


Haha, and Justin (my grp leader) said he would treat the group to pizza after PW exam.. Lolx.. But seriously, he's reali responsible when it comes to fulfilling his duties as a leader.. (praise him not cos he treating us k) Yupp.. ^-^


i go do I&R le.. Bb.. PW is soooooooooooooooo irritating.. Lolx.. Persevere!

Sebastian sir is sooooooooo evil sia.. He told us tat grading starts at 1pm, so we gathered at 12pm, and when we were there, we realised it starts at 2.30pm.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! Some ppl wanted to kill me.. But seriously, i din mean to make them come ultra early.. Did some training n sir made Rara teach the 4 kids, then Rara ask me help.. i wanted to die sia.. Reali.. They r cute but hyperactive, it seriously make me feel like i never want to have kids.. Lolx.. Oh n todae rained ultra heavy, got lightning n thunder.. But the guys still went out to get food.. Lolx.. Then somemore bro (Shu Li) so tall got high risk of getting struck by lightning.. Hahahahahaha.. And anyway, grading officially started at 2.30pm, but our turn came at ard 3.50pm.. Hmmm, i tink ppl wanted to skin me alive.. Lolx..


I din actually screw up my pattern, but my basic kicks forever will screw up de lor.. My 1st 2 turning kicks are okie, then the 3rd one was HOOOOOOORENDOUS! It was like a front kick lor.. Can go die le sia.. Seriously.. Like every grading muz screw up lidat.. Oh wells, i shall try harder next time.. After grading, walked to TP interchange with Nad, Song Leng, Yu Heng and Sufandy.. Had to buy food home for sis who was mugging like crazy.. Haha.. N i'm officially addicted to Yakult, i don't know y, but i in love with the original n grape flavour.. Heex..


i shall go drink Yakult le! But i don't know which flavour to choose.. Lolx, later i stand there for 25 mins deciding which flavour to drink.. Hahahahahahahahaha.. Bb.. (random ranting: PW is disgusting..)

Grading @ TPY sports hall tml.. i'm pretty nervous although it's not like my 1st time going for grading.. Hmmm, i guess i'm afraid of screwing up.. Sometimes i feel that i've got no tian fen in martial art.. i always take a longer time to learn new stuff, and when i finally get it, the others are already ultra good at it.. It's demoralising, i do get disappointed with myself.. Hmmm, but i won't give up de, cos it's my passion.. Lolx..

Gtg.. Bb.. nite..

Open house! Ultra drained.. Shouldn't have watched Naruto yesterday, reali tired.. BUT, it was a fruitful day.. Learnt quite abit of stuff from my fellow TKD buddies n seniors.. Hahaha.. Did ground fighting with Valerie, hmmm, i tink i ultra lousy sia kena pinned down.. It's hard k.. Movements are veri restricted.. But she taught me quite abit.. Ying Ta also taught us self defence stuff.. Veri interesting.. Heex.. Oh n did kicking with Yu Heng, throwing n slamming with Shu Li n punched Song Leng (wearing guard la, duh.. lolx).. Then had to spar with Rara cos some AHS ppl want see demo.. End up, she got bruised kneecap n shin, i got bruised shin n swollen foot.. Lolx.. Believe it or not, i first time got swollen foot.. Hahahahahaha.. Tink i'll see doc tml if it doesn't heal by tml, want to go now but abit late.. OR ELSE! i've to say gdbye to my grading..

Haha and i tink Ms Lai n the VP are reali veri on, they reali go the dunking machine so that ppl can auction for the price for dunking her.. It feels nice when a person of high post is able to have fun with her ppl.. It's a FUNFUNFUNFUNFUN day! Haha.. My juniors came todae!!!!!!!!!!! i got soooooooooooo excited haha.. Tried to convince them to join TKD if they come MJ... Lolx.. Xinni came too, acting as sec 4 kiddo.. Haha.. Showed her ard for awhile then returned to booth cos i felt guilty for leaving.. Haha..

After that i was sooooooooooooooooooooooo tired then i almost slept on the gym mats.. Sorry to all who had to bear with my complaining n dao-ness.. Sorry.. Reali.. And to those who came to help in one way or another, just want to let u all know that i'm reali grateful to have u all ard.. Good job to all! ^-^

And thanks, Drey for pei-ing me eat at KFC.. Haha.. Had loads of fun!

I want to sleeeeeep le, nitenite..

Tml is open house.. Hmmm.. i guess the booth looks okie.. Haha.. The whole day did kicking n stuff.. Then many ended up sleeping on the gym mats.. GREAT JOB, GUYS! All of u rock, seriously ^-^.. When the OH com came ard to check on the booths, think the teacher kena shock tio.. TKD sparing??? He looks as if sparing is deadly.. Lolx.. Maybe? Haha.. After OH prep, went Pasir Ris interchange with Shu Li to buy chocolate oreo ice blend, which turned out to be pretty tasteless.. Heex..


Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the gal in my class who make ppl hungry (sounds wrong sia..), YI TING! 17 le wor!!!!!!!!!!! Haha.. Happy birthday to u, happy birthday to u, happy birthday to Yi Ting, happy birthday to u! *muacks* ^-<

Oh man, i realised i don't have ur pic eh... Sorry Yi Ting.. Take next time yeah?
Nite peeps n jiayou for tml de open house! *muacks*

Trained with targets after soooooooooooooo long.. Hmmm.. I love the targets sia.. Seriously.. Heex ^-^.. Oh, thanks a million, Yu Heng and Shu Li for helping me improve my turning kicks.. Slightly better le ba i tink.. Lolx.. PW lecture todae was ultra boring and i was feeling sick, lolx, wanted to puke.. And according to Jo, my face was red sia.. Thanks for ur concern, Jo, i felt better later.. Yeah.. CCA prep was fun.. Cut out stuff n glue them.. The thingy came out pretty cute.. Hmmm, but bro say it will appeal more to females, i don't deny tat.. Hahaha.. Quite gay leh.. Haha.. Tml got more stuff to do, sleeping early tonite..


Nite! (Oh ya, and Rara, sorry to injure u, didn't mean to.. Sorry..)

Finished the book i borrowed from the sch library.. Nice book that controls a person's emotions.. Oh lolx, the book is a walk to remember.. Haha.. Hmmm.. Think even guys may cry if they read it.. Heex.. The way the author portray love is so innocent, so unique.. Simple actions and sincere feelings reali do touch the hearts of ppl.. Hmmm, i guess i reali learnt something new n meaningful todae.. Sort of changed my perception.. Like seriously, love can be so simple, so innocent.. Be it between a guy and a gal, or even family love..

Then todae trained for ard an hour or so as usual.. i realised my turning kick is ULTRA problematic.. Hmmm, i have to train more..

Go play audi le... Bb.. HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY to all!!!!!!!! Stay young! Lolx..