26 Nov:

Training ytd.. Tired but fulfilling.. Warm was kind of tough for me.. Yupp, loser or wateva u may call me, but i admit it was tiring for me.. Lolx.. But i realised tat Yifeng is nice.. Lolx, yupp after so long.. Lolx.. i freaking slow but he pei me run.. Seriously, i was like the last to complete the run.. Lolx.. Erm, the route is from area outside bio lab (3rd floor) to E block then run up to 4th floor then take the same opp route to 2nd floor n run towards E block then run down to to 3rd floor.. Lolx.. After tat did kicks n poomsae..

After TKD went to Mac with Rara, Val, Wenqi, Fifeng n Shu Li.. Had fun talking n eating wif them.. We were like all teasing Shu Li abt some temple stuff.. Lolx.. Laugh n laugh n laugh.. Initially ar, i was reali tired n expressionless, not onli from Mon n Sun training, but becos of the fact tat i can't sleep well.. Seriously.. i keep having the same dream over n over again.. i keep dreaming tat i'm falling n there's no one to help me.. i feel so helpless n scared.. Perhaps like wat Xinni says long long time ago, i'm insecure.. Lolx..

K la, i shall go play dota le.. Bb.. Gd nite..

Back from training.. Have i told anyone tat i feel tat Sunday training is demoralising? i reali noe tat i'm slow at learning stuff, n during Sunday training, sirs expect u to noe wat u may not noe, just becos u r colour belter n is above 10 yrs old.. Seriously, i feel embarrassed.. i'm not even comparable to kids.. i nid alot of time, reali.. i do practise outside of class, i do put in effort, i just don't seem to improve.. Toot..

N i was so freaking pissed of by my mum who commented tat learning martial art is a total waste of time n is not practical.. Wow, thanks alot for ur comment.. How saddening.. Tat was the exact same kind of reaction she had when she knew tat i was the vice cap of TKD.. It's not exactly encouraging.. N stop telling me to be more like a gal.. i'm one, just tat i'm too special.. This is me. i'm not learning some wierd musical instrument just to please all of u.. It's my life for goodness sake.

i'm tired.. Training tml at 5pm, meeting at 3pm.. Shall be more hiong n JY! i shall sleep.. Nitezzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...........

22 Nov:

Accompanied my cousin to get PSLE results.. i was pretty nervous, though i'm not the one getting my results.. My sis's reaction was far worse than mine.. Lolx.. Hmmm, aniwae, he got 259.. So proud of him.. ^^] Another cousin got 225.. Yupp..After tat went to Godma's hse play.. Haha.. Some san guo yan yi game (war game on PS).. Abit dotz, but is fun.. Haha.. i use gal character go kick guys' asses.. Lolx.. Shiok! Haha.. Dota-ed also.. Haha, i so happy, cos got improvement.. i ended insane game within 45 min.. Lolx..

K la, i go dota le.. Lolx.. Bb.. Oh, and to Cheeri: enjoy ur trip! ^^]

My life revolves ard family, school n my responsibility,
nothing more, nothing less..

i dread life like this.

Titanic rocks.. Classic love story.. Oh man, even after watching like for 5 to 6 times, i'll still cry like nobody's business.. It's so sad.. Why muz they be separated? They're like so truly in love can.. Stupid de lor, i still don't understand y the scriptwriter so bad.. WHY MUZ JACK DIE???!!! Some more he died when the boats coming back.. So angry.. i want change the story.. So spas lor.. Eurgh..

Okie, i shall stop, cos i'm freaking agitated. Dumb dumb.

After many siaaaaaaaaaaaan days.. FINALLY, got to go out wif my sis todae.. Lolx.. Went to TM 1st, then to orchard.. Bought nothing todae, but had lots of food.. FAT FAT FAT! Lolx, but nvm la, muz be happy ma, food gives me satisfaction.. Lolx.. Erm, i'm not unstoppable eating monster k.. Hmmm, just happy lor.. Heex! Had fun todae..

Though i want to write some more, but i'm tired, n i want to chiong 1 dota game be4 i slp.. Lolx.. Hopefully tml will be better!

Nite, bb..........

7 oct:
Went out wif Xinni after TKD.. She waited for quite some time.. Met at TM, lolx, i was craving for pizza, so it was either Pizza Hut of New York pizza.. End up we went Pizza Hut.. Oh ya, we got a window seat.. Then i saw Yu Heng right downstairs then i called him n told him to look up.. Lolx.. Lame pok.. But so funny ma, like he look so tiny.. Haha.. Like duh.. Tok crap wif Xinni, so fun can.. i mean when i'm wif Xinni, i no nid to hide any part of myself.. Feel comfortable wif her ard.. Heex.. Happy day.. We ordered couple meal.. Lolx.. i was starving can.. And we waited n waited n waited for ard 45 mins, no sign of pizza anywhere.. Lolx.. So Xinni asked one of the waitress, but still we waited, veri patiently.. Lolx.. Finally, approximately after 20 more min, we asked again.. FINALLY, they realised they forgot our orders.. Haha.. Aiyo, but the nice waitress gave us free spicy wings FOC.. Hmmm, then pizza came... Haha.. Xinni was drowning my slice in cheese n chilli flakes lolx.. It was so freaking fun... After tat, shopped ard n then went home at 6.30pm.. It's so enjoyable can.. Haha.. Muz yue her out again.. Haha..

8 oct:
Fad n Ziqi asked me to play dota, but ended up playing wif fad.. Yupp.. Fun lor, but then the stupid com died n i kept dc-ing.. So pissifying.. i shall go playing single player.. So lonely.. Stupid..

i tink i screwed OP.
Tml is the last day of PW nightmare.


i want to date Xinni tml, but i got TKD.
i reali want to enjoy now, cos just 1 more week, my freakin life will be disrupted, thanks to someone.. Freaking thanks. u make our life suck.

It's such a burden..

i reali can't hold on any longer, i'm tired..
N u're just being selfish, doing things tat makes u feel better, but cause misery on others..

Damn u.